Rushin'

Not Rissian - it's rushin' - in a hurry. Has the pace of life quickened? I think so. Everytime I have something to do there are too many things to do to get there before I start to go. Oh, I try to act like everything is so casual and nothing is so important that I have to get all worked up about it - but - "getting ready" is a pain.
I like to just go "as is" but sometimes that isn't acceptable since I smell bad and look as though I don't care (which I usually don't). I've spent a lot of time worrying about how I appear to others. Over the years I've learnefd that there are so many people who really don't care that most of the time I look better than they do (without even trying). Not to be a snob about it but the public is a big field to play in and how you look has little to do with anything other than how you look to someone else. And who is the critic? Usually yourself! So be good to yourself.